So yeah I got a new job postion in the office.
It's only 1/2 the time though but hey I don't care.
I'm like trying to make myself a better person.
I'm trying to read and meditate and understand who I really am.
It's slowly comming along but I'm so content with my life.
I got a loving family and a loving family of friends and of course my coven.
I have a good job and the only negative things is that I'm single and no one seems intrested in me and that I gained over 45lbs and I'm struggling to get it off.
I can't wait 'til Harvest so I can fully thank the Gods and Goddesses for all they have given to me.
I'm somewhat spiritually happy but I feel like I need to do more for the Gods and Goddesses to be fully happy.

~Got to go get ready for bed so I can watch the MTV VMAS~

So yeah....my life is fine.
I'm single and so far it's okay but I miss having someone who cares and understands me.
I'm part of the Western Mass. Pagan Pride Day Committie.
WMPPD is on Sunday Sept.28th from 10am - 6pm at the UMASS Student Union Ballroom.
Admission is free. If you could please bring a canned good to help the hungry that would be great.
It'll be lots of fun....

Why is it everytime I think I'm in a really good relationship....things go wicked sour?
IDK I give up on the whole being in a relationship thing for awhile.
I've tried everything to keep things alive.
I just give up trying.

Well I met Cam today.
We've met online a few years ago and have never been able to meet each other.
When I saw him I thought to myself "Don't Cry! Stay Calm!"
My heart just soared when he hugged me.
He's such a sweetheart and he loves me for me.
That's all I can ask for in a man.
He gave me this wonderful necklace of a wolf howling at the moon.
I love it.
He also gave me a key chain about things to complain about at work.
I thought it was hillarious.
I truly love him and I can't wait 'til we meet again.

I wanna start a band.
I have an idea of making an online band.
I'll be the female singer.

I need:
A Guitarist
A Pianast
A Drummer
A Male Singer
A Female Backup Vocal Singer
A Male Backup Vocal Singer

This is for people who are doing this for a hobby and plan on doing it for fun.
If anyone is interested email me @ dita992@aol.com
In the e-mail I would like the following:

-Your Name
-Email address
-Position you are interested in.
-A video clip or audio clip of your audition. (Clips can be no longer than 5 mins long.)

Hope to hear from you soon!

~Jackie~

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